vodkakilledtheteen:

“I’m tired of hearing you say sorry. Please just tell me the truth and tell me you’ll always be the same. I’m tired of always believing you because everything I’ve tried to build with you always comes falling apart and bruising my emotions one by one. So when you tell me to believe you this time because things aren’t going to be the same. Please understand why I don’t believe you. Please understand why I don’t trust you to travel with my heart to the moon and back. Last time you did you just threw it from the moon, and to this day, I’m still searching for all of the pieces of my heart that you destroyed.”

— —Alexa Evangelista, the book I’ll never finish writing